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Oh My City, Oh My Friends [07 Jul 2007|12:57am]
[ mood | Oh yeah BABY ]
[ music | Wish (English Version) by OLIVIA ]

アア!今日はスーパーエクセンレトでしたよ! (Ahh! Today has been super excellent) Though now it's Saturday instead of Friday.

It started out pretty good. I woke up at about 9:00 a.m. and did my normal morning things. I was translating some An Cafe songs (3P, メリーマキング, and 一番いい女) and a couple of Miyavi songs (君に願いを,結婚式の唄, and 咲き誇る華用に-Neo Visualizm-). and then the awesomeness Ji called me. (I love the girl to death!) she wanted to know if I wanted to go to Pentagon City Mall, with her K, Mii, and M, for M's Korean lesson, and that she'd pick me up at 2:30. I thought it'd be awesome and totally said yes then went back to my translations (which I didn't finish).

She got me at 2:30 and we road the train to our place. It was a cool train ride we talked about hot guys and crap and other sorts of teenage things. It was Me, K, Mii and Ji. and as soon as we got off we hit the Starbucks I got a Tall Green-Tea Frap. It was love and tasted like pie. In about 30 minutes M met up with us. It was so much fun. Then we headed to the National Mall and went to the Museum of Natural history. That was a fun trip, and there were a surprising amount of Buddhist Monks there, but then I figured out it was the National Folk Festival and thought, "ohh... okay."

We finished off there and headed to get some dinner, because it was 6:15 where we all talked and laughed and drank tea because that's what you do when you hang out with my friends. We headed back to M's house on the trian which was the greatest ride ever, we listened to Mika's songs Grace Kelly and Love Today about 30 times and sung along (by the way you should check Mika out I got his Cd Life in Cartoon Motion a few days ago, and it's amazing). We walked over to M's house with was about 30 minutes on foot and hung out until 10:00. that's when K's brother, C, showed up. We hung out until 10:30 when C, K, and Mii had to go home. Ji, and I stayed at M's until 11:00 when Ji's mom came and got us. I headed home.

When I got home I was excited that my copy of The Cloudy Dreamer by OLIVIA (again you should check her out and her sister Caroline Lufkin) had arrived I hugged it and am currently listening to it. I up loaded my pics and am now writing this out to all of you out there in the land of blogs.

Some super cool pics. of the day!



(from L to R) Mii, M, K, and Ji share a huge hug of nothing but Love on out ride home)





(from L to R) M, K, Ji, and Mii, on the steps of the Museum of Natural History. Mii wouldn't look... *sigh* silly Mii.


NOW I GOTTA GO BECAUSE I AM LEAVING FOR DCI EAST AT 10:00 a.m. later today with B for the weekend. ^w^

-night, night sleep tight


(or as us who speak Kansai style Japanese ほんなまたね!)

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I live. [05 Jul 2007|01:23pm]
Okay so you read it right. I am still alive.
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Why do I do this Crap to Myself? [08 Jan 2007|07:17pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Angel's Tale (international Rock Version) - hyde ]

I was sitting around ored, doing my hair today when i decided to go to Youtube and watch some more of 1リッテルの涙 (1 Litre of Tears is what I think the English Version is called). Anyway I can't watch a lot of the series at one time so I decided to limit myself to one episode a day, today it was time for Episode 3 and man was it worth the hour of tears. All of you guys should watch it because it is that good, you'll love it, it'll make you sad, then you will feel competed and very very happy.

Aya+Aosu love forever!

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I swear! [06 Jan 2007|10:16pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | 結婚式の唄 — 雅 ]

I swear the past few days, I've felt like my head was going to explode, I needed to Rp and I couldn't my internet was taken from me as punishment and oh did it hurt. I finally got my RP fix like 30 seconds ago and oh did it feel good.

It looks like Miyavi will be releasing a single this month, oh I am so excited for that. >.< YES! no really I am!

Anyway today we had a Certamen at Flint Hill. South County was there but I think the only took a level 3 team. US Hayfield Homies scored. We had 4 teams one on each level and did really well. Level I got 8th place with a score of 185, Level II was Anders alone and he got 10th place with a score of 155, Level III got 8th and there score was 155, and Upper's score I can't remember but they got 7th or 6th place. YAY! 来夢's older brother and his wife had just had a baby on Thursday, a pretty little girl who doesn't look new born at all. And Morgan was sick, my poor baby. Level II lacked Will he had Young Marines and David, who had track, thank god he wasn't there, he is really annoying.

And that was my day... I feel odd and am craving gum.

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Last Night [16 Oct 2006|12:59am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | hideaway by:: Hyde on his 666 Album ]

Wow.. last nigh was amazing.. well all of Yesterday was, everyone of my waking hours was spent in Marching Band... yes Marching BAnd... just admit I am sad....



Anyway moving:


at 12 m I arrived at Hayfield Secondary and made my way to the band room so we could begin to practice for the competition that would begin soon enough but we had a slot at 5:20 pm... so after practicing the songs we had an hour to wait until the buses came, so we would dress and eat lunch... And so we did. As time pressed on the most wonderful ladies of helping our band arrived... Chelsea (?) and Sheryl(?) (sorry ladies I never really asked how to spell your names.) they were helping pt and so the two hours at Okton that we had before our time slot we had to stand around and talk it was fun once we got everything together... we talked for a while then we had to load up the instruments and head up the hill to preform. it was fun.. a ton of fun and the crowd loved us, same with the judges, everything was perfect. ^w^.


After we preformed we ad four hours until awards, so we grabbed some food and rink and took our seats in the stands. *daneces* I like the stands... but the thing was it was freezing and I had a head ache.... and Actually had a mental breakdown and started to cry, but after the help of Jon (love you like a bro man) and Becca (my sista') I was warm enough to handle things. <3 <3 I then went and threw up and felt perfect after that... yes, my head ache and coldness went away when I puked it was so weird....


Once I was at the functional point I could start having fun Lauren and Michael were being bizarre and I could start to laugh.. We sat around and watch the last three bands, Annandale, who had a massive band and an excellent show, that was really easy to enjoy, and Robinson who were even bigger and had a great show too! that was so much fun and naturally Robinson should have me as their mascot, I'm cute and tough... XD anyway Okton preformed, they were kind of lame.. no really really lame.. it was a big band and all but that doesn't make their show not boring.


And then the awards... hehehehe we kicked ass, big time... it was great!!! We got, best percussion, best brass, and best woodwinds! *dances* then the biggie for A..... best in the thingie, second year in a row we've won Okton!!!! Oh my god!!!... it was awesome... and we got on the bus and yelled screaming and all that goodness, then hung our hands out the windows for Chris, and Torri to do a victory lap... ^w^ ^w^ the bus ride was quick and fun.. then.... we were home.. I left the school quickly and went home to sleep.. ah... sleep.

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School [09 Sep 2006|11:01am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | I Need More Allowance by the Beets ]

♥ Cool new tools this is pretty sweet. Well I'm recapping the first week of school in this post to shall I warn you? OKay no I won't just read the stupid post!!!

Tuesday I went to Chemistry first... The teacher is well not very bright I honestly don't think she knows what she is doing and I fear she's going to blow up the class room most of the time she really sucks Jinny and well everyone was totally right, she sucks like oh my god bad. But I have my science fair project stuff ready. So she won't be able to complain. After that I went to Latin, like I said I love this class and it's great! Mrs. Greenman was so happy to have such a large level one class and we are huge so I won't be the only level one person! So yeah that was pretty Fun!... Then it was A lunch. I hate A lunch the cafeteria is cold and it throws me off for the rest of the day... but I have Kimmi and Becca with me and then like Jon sits with us and Travis shows up too it's pretty cool I guess... Then Japanese... This will always be the Best Class and Kyoko-sensei is back! I am so happy about that I love her she is so hyper and cute and her new hair cut is cute too.... Oh god I forgot about Jinny's new hair it's all strait and shinny and pretty! Okay well I go to English after that and well.... *sigh* this is sad, well, okay.... Lets see how I want to explain this woman... her lipstick scares me it's so red and nasty like a hooker's but she's not a hooker she's a teacher... And she's too. I dunno kinda random too...

Wednesday: Algebra, the teacher has a strong accent and speaks softly, so it's kind of hard to undersatnd what she's saying but she writes it all on the board so I understand what we're doing fine, and I'm like the youngest person in there and the class.... Latin.. same as always..... A Lunch.... Kimmi, Jinny, Niki, J-young, Mitsu, uh and like everyone here we have two tables on Blue days.... Gym.. my teacher is HIllbilly confusious and yeah it's true. History easy and pointless.

Thurday: can't remember it too much

OMFG! the best day Aya came to the foot ball game looking so cute! Oh she was too cut! I wanted to huggle her the whole time, her hair cute is all short and sticks up an dis all dyed and I got to hog her all to myself!!! I was so happy!

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OMFG [31 Aug 2006|09:58am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Evergreen by hyde ]

Evergreen by HYDE

I lie awake beside the windowsill
Like a flower in a vase
A moment caught in glass.. Mmm

The rays of sunlight come and beckon me..
To a sleepy dreamy haze
A sense of summer days.. aa

If only I could stop the flow of time
Turn the clock to yesterday
Erasing all the pain.. mm

I've only memories of happiness
Such pleasure we have shared
I'd do it all again

This scenery is evergreen
As buds turn into leaves
the colours live and breathe
This scenery is evergreen
Your tears are falling silently

So full of joy you are a child of spring
With a beauty that is pure
An innocence endures.. aa

You flow right through me like a medicine
Bringing quiet to my soul
Without you I'm not whole

This scenery is evergreen
I need you far too much
I long to feel your touch
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear to me

This scenery is evergreen
It sorrows at the sight of seeing you so sad
This scenery is evergreen
I wish that I could dry your tears

The bells have rung the time has come
I cannot find the words to say my last goodbye
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear too me





I <3 this song by Hyde it's so good! I love it I love it! Yeah so lets see what happened in m life so far today...



I got up at like 6:00 because I had a performance for Drum Line... I had to be at the school at 7:00! Omikamihide! it was like way too early! and I was like dead! It was so not right.. So I get there and I eat my muffin and drink my Dr. Pepper then at like 8:15 we lined up and the boys played the cadence. It was for the Music Teacher's conference inservice thing...

After we got all the teachers inside BG, Torry, Shris, and Mike played the song Eien Klien Nachtmuzik for the teachers on mallets and it was lovely!~ so then it was all of our turn to play Stinkin' Garbage on Trash Cans and we did good. Chris lost his sticks though and Had to use bass drum mallets. Then the solos Ricky, Mike, Torry, and Chris did were great and oh-so-cool. When we were done people really seemed to like it a lot and they were cheering and whistling it was great... Well we have a game tonight too!

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This Week in Sydni [26 Aug 2006|09:24pm]
Okay lets see rightnow is a little strange number one reason is I am listening to GAckt yes I like some of his songs, I like three atually, Vanilla, Black Stone, and Mizerable I totally adore Mizerable because it reminds me of two songs he did in Malice Mizer, Bel Air and Au Revoir and Au Revoir is my fave Malice Mizer song from the Gackt Era.. My fave Malice Mizer song ever is from the time of Klaha (Klaha is so much better than Gackt no Matter what anyone says.... he’s oprea<3!) amd well the song is called, Beast of Blood I am listening to it right now... Oh God this song is great everything is in place. And Klaha sounds lovely..... yes there we go I’m gonna sop with that for a little.

Sp many of you were sondering where I ran off to all last week huh? Well I was kind of grounded and wel that sucks and then I had Band so shall I give the low down? Yeah I think I should.

Monday:

Okay well it was the first day of hell week and I got up out of bed slowly but fast enough to get to practce on time.. MARCHING BAND PRACTICE That is... anyway... I went and I played until about noon... and at noon.. it was lunch.. and it was the first time in two years I got to eat lunh with Becca, lets see last year she went to South County and the year before she had A lunch because of Jazz Band.... we ate on the ramp of the Band room and chit chatted as the Drum Line guys Banged their instruments... then it was back to practiice, where we played more music and well I am a pit chicka so we stayed inside..



Tuesday:

Now we shall move on to Tuesday... and I have no remembering of that day because nothing much happened... lets do Wednesday then?



Wednesday:

Okay so on that day I got to practice late and decided to go to seven eleven for luch I went and becca was happy because we didn’t have to walk to gaint and I got my green tea! *happy dace time* when we went back to the holy ramp of holiness.. A.k.a. the ramp to the stage in the band room we enjoyed our lunches, I remember learning to never let potatoe chips and lettuace touch because it ruins the blance of the universe or something like that.. okay well that’s nothing new I mean lettuace is goot for you and potatoe chjips aren’t. We went to practice and well again nothing much happened we played music.. and prated Eien Klien Nactmuzik or something like that nad Mr. Helm said something like “It’s like comparing Black and 13.” which made us all laugh.

Thursday:

I was late to practice by about an hour and we were outside... and well the Band was learning sert so Pit got to sit in the shade and relax. so I ad Arts and crafts time with the rest of them and Had a chat with the color gaurd girls. After that at about 11:30. I left early for lunch with my grandfather we went home and junk. then I had to change for a TV interveiw I had. Torry, Mr. Helm, and Myself, were to talk about HAyfield Drum line, because we pwn and all that good stuff.. the guy interviewing us was so short. He was like shorter than Torry. *dies* well anyway we finished that then it was back to practice and stuff. because well practice is fun... BECAUSE BECKY WAS THERE when I got back And I was so happy I hugged her we compared Tans and giggled some more because we are like awesome like that she’s nearly as dark as me too! anyway after practice we went to the pool for the Band Pool PArtyu Becca and I went before Becky and we were making fun of these girls that were all like, “I Have Tan lines from my socks and Flip Flops!” and Becca ws on her Period so she couldn’t get in the water so she sat on the side while I swimed and had fun with the others Adam looked sey like a forgein swimsuit modle too that was pretty cool. The Becky Came. She was sitting with Becca and then she couldn’t breath right sudden;y I was so scared and she wouldn’t let us call anyone so I told Becca to get some adults and she grabbed Mr. Helm and Mr. Burke they called Becky’s mom with Becca’s Cell... It was so scarry and in the end her mother took her to the hospital I sat with Becca and we talked for a while then The little one with a Tuba came and chatted with us for the rest of the party about different things. When I got home Beky called me and told me she was fine. I was so happy!



Friday

We had band practice again and that was great... yeah



That was my Week so I hope you enjoyed hearing about it. <3
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This Week in Sydni [26 Aug 2006|09:24pm]
Okay lets see rightnow is a little strange number one reason is I am listening to GAckt yes I like some of his songs, I like three atually, Vanilla, Black Stone, and Mizerable I totally adore Mizerable because it reminds me of two songs he did in Malice Mizer, Bel Air and Au Revoir and
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Okay lets see rightnow is a little strange number one reason is I am listening to GAckt yes I like some of his songs, I like three atually, <i>Vanilla</i>, <i>Black Stone</i>, and <i>Mizerable</i> I totally adore <i>Mizerable</i> because it reminds me of two songs he did in Malice Mizer, <i>Bel Air</i> and <i>Au Revoir<i> and <Au Revoir</i> is my fave Malice Mizer song from the Gackt Era.. My fave Malice Mizer song ever is from the time of Klaha (Klaha is so much better than Gackt no Matter what anyone says.... he’s oprea<3!) amd well the song is called, <i>Beast of Blood</i> I am listening to it right now... Oh God this song is great everything is in place. And Klaha sounds lovely..... yes there we go I’m gonna sop with that for a little.

Sp many of you were sondering where I ran off to all last week huh? Well I was kind of grounded and wel that sucks and then I had Band so shall I give the low down? Yeah I think I should.

<b>Monday:</b><br>
Okay well it was the first day of hell week and I got up out of bed slowly but fast enough to get to practce on time.. MARCHING BAND PRACTICE That is... anyway... I went and I played until about noon... and at noon.. it was lunch.. and it was the first time in two years I got to eat lunh with Becca, lets see last year she went to South County and the year before she had A lunch because of Jazz Band.... we ate on the ramp of the Band room and chit chatted as the Drum Line guys Banged their instruments... then it was back to practiice, where we played more music and well I am a pit chicka so we stayed inside..<br><br>

<b>Tuesday:</b></br>
Now we shall move on to Tuesday... and I have no remembering of that day because nothing much happened... lets do Wednesday then?<br><br>

<b>Wednesday:</b><br>
Okay so on that day I got to practice late and decided to go to seven eleven for luch I went and becca was happy because we didn’t have to walk to gaint and I got my green tea! *happy dace time* when we went back to the holy ramp of holiness.. A.k.a. the ramp to the stage in the band room we enjoyed our lunches, I remember learning to never let potatoe chips and lettuace touch because it ruins the blance of the universe or something like that.. okay well that’s nothing new I mean lettuace is goot for you and potatoe chjips aren’t. We went to practice and well again nothing much happened we played music.. and prated <i>Eien Klien Nactmuzik</i> or something like that nad Mr. Helm said something like “It’s like comparing Black and 13.” which made us all laugh.

<b>Thursday:</b><br>
I was late to practice by about an hour and we were outside... and well the Band was learning sert so Pit got to sit in the shade and relax. so I ad Arts and crafts time with the rest of them and Had a chat with the color gaurd girls. After that at about 11:30. I left early for lunch with my grandfather we went home and junk. then I had to change for a TV interveiw I had. Torry, Mr. Helm, and Myself, were to talk about HAyfield Drum line, because we pwn and all that good stuff.. the guy interviewing us was so short. He was like shorter than Torry. *dies* well anyway we finished that then it was back to practice and stuff. because well practice is fun... BECAUSE BECKY WAS THERE when I got back And I was so happy I hugged her we compared Tans and giggled some more because we are like awesome like that she’s nearly as dark as me too! anyway after practice we went to the pool for the Band Pool PArtyu Becca and I went before Becky and we were making fun of these girls that were all like, “I Have Tan lines from my socks and Flip Flops!” and Becca ws on her Period so she couldn’t get in the water so she sat on the side while I swimed and had fun with the others Adam looked sey like a forgein swimsuit modle too that was pretty cool. The Becky Came. She was sitting with Becca and then she couldn’t breath right sudden;y I was so scared and she wouldn’t let us call anyone so I told Becca to get some adults and she grabbed Mr. Helm and Mr. Burke they called Becky’s mom with Becca’s Cell... It was so scarry and in the end her mother took her to the hospital I sat with Becca and we talked for a while then The little one with a Tuba came and chatted with us for the rest of the party about different things. When I got home Beky called me and told me she was fine. I was so happy!<br><br>

<b>Friday</b></br>
We had band practice again and that was great... yeah<br><br>

That was my Week so I hope you enjoyed hearing about it. <3
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Itoshii Hito by Miyavi and the power that the song has. [02 Jul 2006|02:07am]
[ mood | and loving ]
[ music | Itoshii Hito by Miyavi ]

The topic of this post is Itoshii Hito and yes it is my favorite song, and why, you’ll see with this blog entry.

Miyavi was my favorite artist before I ever even heard this song, he has personality, his music is all over the place, from pop-y up beat to just ROCK! And that makes me one of his fans by the music alone, with out the lyrics. With the lyrics listesning to them, thewords that is half of his musicnow becomes a religious expierence, If it is okay to say that, but that’s the only way I can really explain it. so let us well, me take apart the song for anyone who really cares, oh and I will be doing the 2006 version seeing how I relate to that one more than the other one.


The music alone without knowing what you are listening to. HIs voice sounds so emotional and beautiful, it’s perfect a combanation of strong and soothing that can make anyone male, female, adult, or child, feel emotions, and that’s what makes the song so strong alone with out any help of knowing the Japanese or anything makes you feel warm and he dose and excellent job at getting this accross.

But lets’s add the lyrics in And see what that dose for the song.

Kanji

愛しい人
泣かないで、笑ってみせて。
泪がみたくて「好き」って
言ったんじゃないんだよ?

愛しい人
大丈夫、淋しくなんかないでしょ。
だって貴方が淋しい時、
僕も淋しいんだよ?

愛しい人
瞑じた目はまだあけちゃ
駄目だかんね。
そのまま… そのまま… って
寝ちゃ駄目だよ(笑)

愛しい人
「貴方の為なら死ねる」じゃなくて
「貴方の為に生きる」事にしたよ。
もちろん貴方もご一緒に、
この先も、その先も。

もっと自分自身(あなた)、
愛してやりなよ。
僕はその余った分でいーから。

愛しい人
たとえ生まれ変わったとしても
僕はこの僕でいるから、
貴方もその貴方でいてね。
そしてまたこのセリフ(おなじこと)
言うんだ。ずっと、ずぅっと。

Romanji
Itoshii hito
Naka naide, waratte misete.
Namida ga mitakute “suki” tte
Ittan ja nain da yo?

Itoshii hito
Daijoubu, sabishiku nanka nai desho.
Datte anata ga sabishii toki,
Boku mo sabishiin da yo?

Itoshii hito
Tojita me wa mada akecha
Dame dakan ne.
Sono mama...sono mama... tte
Necha dame da yo

Itoshii hito
“Anata no tame nara shineru” ja nakute
“Anata no tame ni ikiru” koto ni shita yo.
Mochiron anata mo go issho ni,
Kono saki mo, sono saki mo.

Motto anata,
Aishite yari na yo.
Boku wa sono amatta bun de i~ kara.

Itoshii hito
Tatoe umare kawatta toshite mo
Boku wa kono boku de iru kara,
Anata mo sono anata de ite ne.
Soshite mata kono onaji koto
Iunda. Zutto, zuutto.

English

Dear person,
Not crying, laughing, showing.
The lÍfe wanted to see, “the favorite”,
You said, it is it is not, it is?

Dear Person,
There is no all right, something lonesomely, it does, the you know?
When even you are lonesome,
I am lonesome, it is?

Dear Person,
The way it is still to open the eye,
Don't you think? the can which is useless.
That way… That way…
It is the sleeping useless, (laughing)


Dear Person,
“Because of you if it can die,” it is not,
It made “to live because of you”
Of course you together,
Ahead this and ahead that,

More by your (you)
Loving, is.
I that to be the amount which is left over, - the empty.

Dear Person,
Even if, assuming that it was born and changed
Because I am this I,
You being that you, don't you think?.
And and these lines (the same)
You say, it is. Directly.

Sorry if the translation is off but that's what I got after al it was my first time.

When I read these lyrics they have such a deep meaning to me like he has made this song for someone he truly loves and it makes me think, "what was going through his mind,?" "who did he write this for? A secret lover? A sibling? or Us, his fans?" as it is often said and by inferring from the video the 2006 version of Itoshii Hito is meant for a child. and Miyavi dose call us, his fans, "Ko-Miyavi-chan" literally "Miyavi Babies" or "Miyavi's Children" and so this song could be a form of comfort to us his fans saying that he loves us and that this song is for us, because he loves us and wants us to know that he dose.

That thought to me makes me think:

Wow this man is well, really a man, and not some fluffy child like his non-fans think about him, and then I think If I can spread this all around to people he will have more fans and more support which makes me smile.

If there is any chance that you are reading this now MIyavi I want you to know that this song has touched me deeply like I am sure it has done for many people, I even heard from one girl on a message board that the older version of this song helped her through a hard spot in her life. So thank you Miayvi for writing something so beautiful for us to love and enjoy.

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Yay! I am PMSing and pissed off [04 Jun 2006|12:35pm]
[ mood | Grr ]
[ music | Son of Bitch by Miyavi ]

Yes I am pissed of again, it seems I always come here when I'm angry and a little more than that. BUt today there is something I need to say. Please what ever you do around me say nothing that can be taken as a racial slur
Yes I am very up tight when it comes to various words, basically anything that is insulting to someone based on what their race is, THAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF!

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Nostalgic Feelings [17 May 2006|07:19pm]
[ mood | Gosh and NARF! ]
[ music | Celebration X-Japan ]

Yes another post in which i long for the past, but this one is more or less on that I was alive for! *dances* I miss Elementary school.

Yes those years past where we could skin or knees and a kiss form mommy, or in my case grandma, and a bandage would make it all better, but now we need pain killers and various medications for a light scratch, when the opposite sex still had cooties, before trends ruled our life.

Yes I long for those days...

I dislike high School Sure my school is like the coolest place ever, and I've got totally cool friends, but there is still other things, I miss the days before we had to be trendy and care what we looked like. I don't do it but I will still use we, why, because I'm a teenage girl and I'm suppose to be moody and be into the coolest clothes.

But the saddest part is. Girls don't think they are beautiful and that depresses me. I mean I know it;'s rude to say, "I'm so beautiful Ah look at me!" but still in side you can say it. I know I'm not that great looking to everyone around me, but, to me I'm me and that's just perfect, and girls I know who are simply well, lovely, they say that they are ugly and will quickly say, "She's much more hotter than me. and sometimes that's not true.

No most of the time that's not true, why? Simply because everyone is beautiful and that's what's important in life, everyone is gorgeous in their own way, aren't we all sisters of the earth and sky? And all People are perfect. And why? simply because Diversity is beautiful and individuality is in fact the perfection that people have in their reach and just don't grab.

<3 Sweet~Shi

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People can Be so Stupid [15 May 2006|08:26pm]
[ mood | RAWR! ]
[ music | Sairin Kata Tsubasa no Tenshi ]

Some of you people out there can be true dumb-asses. Yep that's how this is going to start out, and why may you be asking am I beginning an entry with that? Well simple, some of you out there are truly stupid! no lie, ad it's simply stupid, yep I called you guys stupid, So why may you ask still, here are two simple reasons. *w*

1) Morons do illegal stuff and post it on line bragging about it and junk, and on their sites, don;t people figure-out this is stupid and will get you in trouble! Really folks lets get minds? Or is that too, well intelligent after all they are people who did dumb crap to begin with. Sadness.

2) People putting personal info on line that's why they are getting murdered and molested by people come on, you put your name, address, phone number ect. of course some perv is going to find it and the pics of you all, "sexy" red flags for pervs saying, "I'm innocent, but not really so come and kidnap me."

These things bother me because it is effecting how people view this whole generation which is making us all look bad, and it is sad. Because those of us who know how to use the internet are being punished as well. Gosh people are too dumb.

But anyway Life is like a magical adventure and junk so yeah. People lets get smarter....

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My Very first post [14 May 2006|09:21pm]
[ mood | Fulfilled ]
[ music | X-Japan ]

Gosh man I feel so magical and wonderful, and guess what that makes me happy! *w* thank you all, today I have been Exposed even more into the wonder that is X-Japan, and they just add to my theory good music died out with big hair and leather, my ode to the 1980's I will have to post sometime, but really, yeah, Anyway I think that I am going to have to start laughing about right now for I am going to have to say somethings ^.^ *.*

I miss rock, I really do, I mean the fact that I wasn't alive during the time of the really good stuff makes me depressed and I had an easy I had to write in school on what decade I would live in, and I choose the 80's I mean that's when music was at it's peak and I really feel bad about not being able to be alive at that point in time. And now, just now am I finding out about all that awesome stuff, and I feel guilty about it. *sigh*

Yeah that about what I'm feeling right now Depression, and now I can come to my point, I love Japanese Music, and why you may ask, I guess it's because the spirit of those past greats are still alive, more so than the spirit that is left in American music and when listening to some bands, I feel like maybe I'm lucky enough to live in an era where music is good and alive, even if it's only a small amount, and as I listen to it, it makes me happy.

Yeah so you guys are finding out how much of a dork I am but that's okay. Let's go back to the fact that I am falling in love with X-Japan. For the past two days I've been listening to them like crazy, yes I am aware of the fact that they are so old, but that's okay because it makes me happy and the older stuff is always good, I am like addicted to them and can't stop listening to this band, they are truly great. And at this point it's all about the music for me, I can name like three of the guys and that's all, of course I know hide, may m I've been listening to his solo stuff for about year now. and his music makes me smile too.

Well, that's about it for today and tomorrow I think I'll be fill in these pages with more crap and junk from my mind too.

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